Thursday, August 26, 2004
:: i really want to be in my own world.. ::
i desperately need a ... not a kor, not a jie.. not anyone.. but a world of my own... a world where there is no stress... a world that i can go free.. a world that i can face things with a smile... a world where there is no kor, no friendz, no one... not even him... i need that... i need a world when finally, when the time is ripe, i will face the things... but for now... a world that i call my own, in short, a isolation period from prelims, o level and studies... let me go my own way... sorry jacky, i failed to settle the deal, i dun want to be like the past two days, no mood for anything.. even food...
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8/26/2004 01:37:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
:: second day ::
it has been the second day since the conversation,. which also means it is the second day that i am too distracted to study.. also means the second day which i lost my appetite... not really.. but for today's recess.. did not have the mood to eat and i did not have lunch till 4 something.. no mood... sigh...
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8/25/2004 12:18:00 PM
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Monday, August 23, 2004
:: sorry ::
he told me what is right and wrong, told me the things.. but in the end , i landed up hurting him... i know i am in teh wrong.. obvious... but just that..,. i need them to be there... him to be there to take away my troubles... like he did last yr... i need him to tell me that things are fine... i no need him to tell me that i have to study.. i kinow that... everyone knows that too... what what i need now is help, care and concern... if i have that... i promise... i will study k... i dun need anymore stress.... not now...
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8/23/2004 04:01:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
:: ... ::
things are fine today.. not bad in a matter of fact.// just that i will be having my s.s common test this thurs and my o level english oral this fri... hmmm....
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8/17/2004 10:55:00 AM
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
:: crying ::
got my chi o level results today and i was fine in class.. till the time i came back home.. then i had started crying,.... crying hard... i was just a few marks away... away from no need to retake chi level... jacky and kor got the same band as me.. but last yr.. when jacky got his results.. he was so happy.. but me... sigh... anyway.. i had told my kor that i will not cry ... no matter wad .. but sad to say.. i did... i dun want to do anything now... suddenly just dun have the attitude to do f&n... how i wish... truly wish.. kor or jacky is really here.. coz i know for sure.. they can take away the troubles and "postpone" the troubles till another time...
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8/12/2004 10:15:00 AM
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Thursday, August 05, 2004
:: ,,,, ::
nothin much happened these few days ... only that i am still having sore throat and that life is now a bit.. scary?coz there is always the countdown being written on the whiteboard... 39 days to prelim... hmm.... but still not studying as usual... jia lat.. but who cares... wait till mood first lorz...
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8/05/2004 08:29:00 AM
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